Currently I stand at a crossroads. Imagine, your standing in the middle of a 4-way intersection in the middle of nowhere. Grass and fields strech for miles and there’s just a road sign on the side of the road. And on the sign, there’s a bunch of arrows pointing down several different roads with different decisions I’ve made and have yet to make in my life. Life is as they say, choices. It all boils down to what choices you make in your life. Everything counts, everything matters.

I today, stand at a major crossroad in my life. Since I have quite awhile ahead of me, the choices I make now will choose what I will do in the future. I realize that, and yet making some of these choices are no easier. Some of obvious, like should I take this class or that class? Should I drink, smoke, take drugs, and other unwise things? Should attempt to pick up my guitar again? Some of decisions don’t matter much, but some do even if you don’t realize it at the time. For instance, what if I was to pick up guitar again and get really into it. Well, I might get obsessed with it and get really good. Then who knows, I might turn into a guitarist in a band or something…

And then there’s the harder choices, like should I ask this person out, or should I wait or etc? Or deciding what college you want to go to, or many other things. Then there’s the choices you make but you don’t even know you made them. Every small things can affect your reality, saying one thing to someone and not saying something else even matters. Life is so relative and yet sometimes your out there fighting alone. This entry is just my thinking as I go along, and I do need to make important choices coming up very soon in my life. But, there’s always the nagging feeling that I’ve forgotten something or I’ve made the wrong choice or bubbled in the wrong answer on a test. Matter of fact, it’s in a lot of my decisions, that ever so persistant nagging that something is just so very wrong. Often times there is, often times there isn’t. But, at least for me I have a lot of time to get good at living life and making the better choice.